I Need Prayer

  

I Need Your Prayers 
"... when you feel all alone, and all your plans have failed, and it seems, even your prayers to GOD"

by Richard A. Allcorn © 

I'm going through a time of my life right now, where my faith is challenged, where my courage is challenged, And I feel alone and hopeless. I'm even wondering about whether God has forgotten me?  A message I sent to a recent friend of mine I have included below…

Prayer: 
Sometimes, when all hell breaks loose in your life, the only thing you can do is pray, and trust, and wait ...

I miss talking to my spiritual friends…

I miss the Austin area and the people that I've grown to love in that area. 
This area here in San Angelo, seems to be anointed… to make you "old" ... quickly! 

It's a serious struggle succeeding in this new job. I'm working as a 911 operator. There is so, so much that you have to learn, and master quickly, and in a short amount of time. 

I will do it…

Because I can do anything! 

But I've never felt so lonely in all my life. And I'm used to feeding off the zeal, the confidence, the excitement, in my heart, about God and how he answers prayer.

Since that truck scenario last year, where I lost between $40,000 and $50,000, I feel like certainly God doesn't answer my prayers anymore!

That is a hell of a way for an apostle to be, let alone a prophet.  I used to be excited about God's presence, about His anointing on my life, about how He would answer prayer when I would pray for people.

Now, there are times I pray in the spirit and just cry.  Finding a "WORD CHURCH" here in this area has been more difficult than I ever thought possible. I figured "surely,", there would be a church that teaches the word of God, uncompromising!  Now with the hours I have at this new job, I work on Sundays. I also work on Saturdays, the day I got together with my hand buddies once a week.

I tried seriously to get something started in Ballinger, stir up the believers, there,. I've started this new job, and my days off are now Thursday and Friday.  

Though that can change, it doesn't give me the freedom to head up anything down there, at this time.  But if they keep me on the schedule, maybe I can set up Friday evening meetings.

I want to stir up souls where I'm at! I want to be a source of God's presence where I'm at! I want people to be inspired and excited about God, just from hanging around with me!

And yet I feel like I'm drowning in a soup of unbelief, in situations that are not taking me where I need to go! 

I will be in Austin, Texas, the first week in April, for the apostolic ceremonies. I have plans to come into the Austin area that Thursday, and return back home on Sunday.

I don't know where I'm going to stay yet, but at least I'll have the finances to pay for that this time. 

My mother talked about coming with me, and I can tell she really wants to, but she keeps having issues with her sensitivity to "soy", and it keeps affecting her bowels.

I have prayed, and prayed, and prayed over her concerning her back issues, as well, and concerning this soy issue, and concerning her health, and God restoring her to awesome health!

I don't believe God wants us here in the Earth to suffer and tolerate what the Earth delivers to us, but we are to be like sons and daughters of the Most High! 

We are to allow our light to shine so that all these other things have to get out of the way, and healing comes, and prosperity comes, and we become living examples of the word of God and the covenant Jesus shed his blood to make possible.

I have prayed back then, and even now, concerning the $40,000–$50,000 dollars that I lost in the trucking job!!  Nothing!  

My former wife has poisoned my boys minds, and some of my family members against me.  My boys no longer communicate with me, and they both have me blocked.  My former wife, no longer communicates with me either, and she has me blocked as well.

I'm not looking for a wife now. I'm not ready for a wife!  In my evaluation of my years of life, here on the Earth so far, each marriage that I went through, I didn't even have the money to buy my wife and engagement ring.  That is pathetic!

THAT stops here and now! 

i'm not going to take on a wife until I am ready, financially, spiritually, and emotionally. God is going to have to show me strong financially. God is going to have to help me wipe out my debt, have my own place, even if it's just a travel trailer!  I need to be on my own, meditating his word, writing books, and bringing in a crazy income that is way more than I need!  And this way, I can have abundant savings, and lots of money to give.

I refuse to take on a wife that is going to support "me".  I am to be the provider!  I am to be the protector!  I am to be the deliverer! That's what a man does… 

I'm going through some hard times right now, and I don't like the way it drags out. But I'm not giving up.!

I wanted to tell you That I appreciate your prayers for me, and your intercessions that both you and your wife do for me.

My confidence in God's anointing and God's calling on my life is gone.  I don't feel it anymore.  I feel like THOR when they took his hammer away!  Everything that I try that used to work doesn't, not anymore.

I need the fire of God! 

I need a renewing, an empowering ... 

of HIS presence in my life.

I'm out on the back porch studying to pass some of the things they need me to qualify for in order to keep this job.

Keep me in your prayers… 

Thank you for your love. It means the world to me! 

-rich-  

written by Richard A. Allcorn  

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