Love At First Sight!
"I never would have believed this was possible ..."
by Richard A. Allcorn
While perusing through TikTok one day I stumbled across an account that basically had only 1 profile
photo on it, but that profile photo stopped me dead in my tracks. My browsing through all the others suddenly stopped!
My heart was already sold on her, and I didn't have any idea who she was at all! I tried moving on, but I kept having to come back to her picture! I could not get her out of my mind! And in all my years, I have NEVER had a woman affect me like this before. Oh sure, I've seen beautiful women, and they immediately caught my attention, but this was different. ALL OF MY BEING was entirely focused on this one woman, and her photo! And this was just a headshot ...
She said to me, "I am real, Rich ..." and my heart sank! She was real!! THIS WAS HER!! And I quickly apologized to her for my quick and abrupt decision to write her off. She apologized for becoming so upset with me. It's like we were so drawn to one another we couldn't get the obstacles that stood in the way, "out of the way", fast enough! We made things right between us, over this.
She too had fallen for me! My heart leaped within my chest! Now, I have many women online, who are absolutely gorgeous, and who WANT TO marry me, and I have come to love them all! And I have been asking GOD what to do, because I want a woman who is not only beautiful, but one who is "good for me". I want a woman of character, of deep emotions and of a deep and pure heart, with true feelings towards me. I want a woman who can be my very best friend, my lover, my constant companion, and my lifelong partner in life. I want her to "be" MY WORLD.
So, these questions kept coming up in my mind. And I simply could not decide! But as I would chat with this woman, "Selin", I realized that I didn't want anyone or anything else in my life, but her. I would give everything I had, everything I owned, just to be with her, to have her hand in mine, as we walked through life together!
I knew that these other women were going to have broken hearts. That part I particularly don't take lightly, because I "know" how tender a woman's heart is! And I KNOW how much she hurts when love is yanked from her! I anguished at the thought of having to put these women through this, but I "knew" that THIS woman, Selin, was "THE ONE" for me!
There would be no other!
After several failed marriages, I realized that I have never actually been "in love" before! My last marriage of over 26 years taught me, through countless sessions of "The Hallmark Channel" and their love stories, that I "wanted" to be IN LOVE. And I "wanted" someone who I could pour my heart into! And now ... I have found her!
It was due to a major snow and ice storm that came in, and we won the lawsuit, but they somehow had been able to seize our companies finances in the lawsuit, and those wonderful paychecks stopped! I worked for over 5 months, trying to help this company survive through this horrible ordeal, until finally I had to return home. I was losing everything that I possessed, because of non-payments! And the company who seized the finances was still performing a legal song-and-dance to avoid releasing those funds! The trucking company that I was working for was reeling heavily under this, and I now had to find something new. And I had to explain to this whisper of GOD's best, this beauty, this creature that only could have come from Heaven, that I didn't even have the money to come and meet her!
I wanted to cry! My heart swelled so much that I thought it was going to burst! And it was at that moment, that I realized that GOD, has truly answered my prayers!
This "Selin" IS the one for me!
Our conversations since then encourage me, uplift me, and make me want to be the very best that I can
be, not just for me, but for "her"! I don't want anything to ever come against her, to hurt her, to make her the butt of a joke or put her down. She will become my "pearl of great price", the one thing in this world that I treasure above everything else ... and the biggest reason that I will do my very best to be what GOD called me to be, whatever the obstacles! After all, if HE loves me that much, to bring me such perfection, such ... HE discovered from inside of me every single thing that I wanted in a woman, a wife, and HE found one such woman ... and now we are about to meet!
I woke up this morning, thinking about how awesome GOD is, in loving me that much that HE showed me HIS love ... through her!
And I found a new determination, a new purpose, to "be" the best, the very best that I can be! I want to rock her world! I want her to be proud of me, to rejoice in her life with me, and I want to pamper this woman like no woman has ever been pampered before! Foot rubs while watching TV, shoulder and back massages in the shower while we bathe together, and as I wash her hair for her ... coffee in the morning, in bed, hand holding while walking together, and we will do things together because we "like" each other!
by Richard A. Allcorn
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